"As I rest upon my bed,
I reminisce,
Trying to learn by heart,
All the things I have experienced,
As I fall asleep"
What has lead me in this blissful life,
Was a painful, sorrowful and bitter past,
No one loving and giving me care,
Always being hurt, without anyone there,
Struggling to live each passing day,
Feeling so intense so passionate though confined,
Crying out loud, expressing out the angst,
But no matter what I do, I'm still left unheard.
Not a taste of joy, not a sight of relief,
No one even helping, even though they feel my grief,
The love I had was kept alive, but the hope I had was lost,
All I had was shattered but still my love was strong,
Impaired by the thorns of love, I resist,
Surrendering the love the thought did not exist,
Even the perceptive of it throbbing my heart,
Makes me feel inspired, and enduring the painful clash,
As time goes on and on,
My heart keeps going sturdy,
The hope I lost is frequently increasing,
Giving me more chance to win the melee,
Light shimmered down my unpleased stance,
Still not satisfied though beyond the power,
Winning thou heart can only be contented,
And dejection will set off and misery be lowered,
Numerous suns had rose as loyalty to one grows,
Copious moons glimmer as honesty to one develops,
As sun and moons bypass time, the love I give is the love I get,
Sentence to the outcome is gradually viewing hazy optimism is being out of set.
Finally an upshot to my struggle for love,
A charming taste of rapture, to all the tears I shed,
Merit the experience gained from your mistakes,
For the reason it will pilot you to put things seriously in your head.
I wake up in the morning, as I hear my baby call,
We been affectionate for three months without any squabbling affair,
Everyday is an enduring battle trying hard not to lose the prize,
Always taking care of my baby, cause a girls like this is rare!
Never sing your own praises, let others sing for you,
What you have can be gone in a blink, and there's nothing else you can do,
Cry, whimper and shed all your tears just always remember to fight your own fears,
Love the person you treasured loyally, and when the time comes when she falls for you, never let go, and just do what you do.