I don't know why I'm trying so hard
when you don't even care
I once thought deep down you did
I know better now
it's so confusing
tonight you said I love you
but thats bullshit
if you "love me"
how come you don't even bother to talk to me?
maybe you're just too busy for me
there's many other people in your life
if I'm dead will it even matter to you?
its just too hard hard to accept the fact that you mean nothing to the person that means everything to you
so I'm gonna stop trying
cause when you said "love you" tonight
we both know it meant nothing
