Why does everything seem so unreal
I don’t know for how much longer
Can I prevail
I feel as though I’m falling
Further into satans arms
Not cutting for the moment
But it seems I’m in a deep depression
I don’t know what to do
Pebbles I love you
I sincerely don’t want to hurt you
But I don’t know for how much longer
I can stay in control
Keep my sanity
I just don’t know
Can you forgive me if I cut again
Last night you said you would always forgive me for cutting
But not for suicide
My only question is
Were you telling the truth
Or were you just saying that to make me feel better
I really don’t know anymore
I don’t know what to think
You’re the only one I can trust
Even including myself
It’s like thorns in my heart
This darkness that’s taking over
We don’t fight as much anymore
But it seems like I’m still falling
Farther into the darkness
O god Pebbles please help me I really need you
I’m not sure what I’m gonna do
I’m not sure how I’m gonna survive this
Pebbles please help me…………
