So cold and alone
Dealing with to much
There's no way to endure
Always thought that you could never be so cruel
You were the one who held me
Every night as I cried
You were the one who kept my dads abuse away
You were the one who took me to their graves
For I have lost many
My mom the most missed
They were all gone and buried in the ground
Thats where I've always wanted to be
Home with them where I belong
But soon my home turned into you
Life wasn't good
But with you it was better
Should have known
That my happiness would never last long
This time it wasn't the physical abuse
It wasn't the death of a loved one
It was the death of you and me
Wanted to surprise you
In the end I was the one who got a surprise
Because walking in on you and her
Was the surprise of my life
Couldn't do anything but stare
You looked up after a minute
And saw me standing there with my tears
My body was back in my control within seconds
I turned and ran out the door
I heard you yelling for me to stop
But I kept going
Drove as fast as I could home
I couldn't see one thing
The tears were to much
I couldn't get the image of her in your arms out of my mind
My heart was broken to pieces within seconds
You were my reason for living
And without you I would die
I slowly walked into my kitchen
Finding the sharpest knife
And even as I cut
I knew I still loved you
But if you loved her I just couldn't bare it
So I sliced my other wrist
Falling slowly to the floor
I watched the blood drip down
The crimson tears mixing with the salty tears falling from my face
I heard you come running in
By then it was just to late
So much blood had been lost
You finally came in
And saw me there
Then you saw the blood
It took you a second but you came rushing over
Picked me up and murmured you were sorry and that you loved me
I smiled one last smile
And said theres to much blood
You couldn't tell who's tears were who's
I could feel my life slipping
Things were becoming fuzzy
It was starting to get dark
But I knew I had to tell you
So with my last breath I told you I loved you
Before you could say it back
I had died
With the image of you and her still in my mind
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