SUICIDE IN MY LIFE

I love the person I am, I hate the person you want me to be, I love you even though you hate me. but I guess thats the way it has to be.
can I take your hand hold it well so hell can not reach my love tonight make sure that the safe haven that we seek is full of promise.
I can not take my eyes off you because I love you're divine beauty. She died with a smile on her face but a tear in her eye lord knows how much she cried, the night her husband didn't show for dinner than found out he was cheating she couldn't take the lying anymore.
He was much to subtle for her caring hands of hospitality he forced her to love him it was nothing more than abused love. He would beat her with angry days ungrateful nights and the dogs would cry as he only cared for himself but today was different he went to her burial and shedded some tears of anguish and sadness. Why did this hypocrite come he filled his life with raw images wasn't he done? but he remembered beating her maybe he thought thats why she killed herself. he couldn't control his sadness he wanted to say he was sorry but it was to late he knew not what to do so he decided to end his life too.
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