I know i was messing up,
but doesn't mean you have to get things mixed up, just because i wasn't going on the right track, doesn't mean you had to give me your back, you said i was a fawk-up just like my brothers, not realizing how much your words hit me like thunder. You made me feel as if i should just give up. Give up trying to statisfy you or anyone. You never trusted me, maybe that's why you always tried to find ways in punishing me. I hated the way you lookied at me, i felt as if you were trying to munipulate me. You looked at me with such hatred, like whatever i said was a lie, even though i'd always look at you in the eye. I think that's what caused the distinction and misunderstandings between me and you, was caused by the miscommunication we didn't bother to do. Why couldn't you just be there for me, like normal fathers would be, instead you always judged me and put me down as if i was nothing. But, that's the past now, me and you have gotten closer now. This is the way i used to think, now i know there wouldn't be me without you! No grudges against you, for i know, hatred in your heart will rotten you rot. I can forgive, but i cannot forget, for your words will stay with me even though things may seem OK.
hey your poem is kool im srry you had to go through that i dont kno how it feels but i know how much it takes to forgive someone for turning their back and not only that but also having to have that in your mind that it stays with you
