Depression©

You got what you want
now leave me alone
you S.O.B.
stop calling my phone

Everything was fine
until you got what you want
It is always on your terms
or your time, oh yeah, i forgot

You got your piece of ass
now I feel like I
don't matter to you
I was your favourite, wasn't I?

I can't take much more of you
I want to scream inside
I just wish my best friend was here
for me to confide

But he's gone
doing his thing
So I am left all alone
alone with nothing

How do you say you love me?
when I don't love myself
I am worthless, a piece of trash
I just don't like myself

Why did I ever like you
wanted to be with you
Because I never wanted to be lonely
I just wanted for somebody to love me

Nobody can love me
when I can't love myself
I am too fat
to even look at myself

I am not pretty
nor ever will be
I wish God would take me
Into everlasting eternity.

I wish you would go
but you won't
So I guess my kids and I suffer
inside and out.

When I get mad
I just stop talking
Don't you realize that by now
that I am a dead woman walking

Because that's how I feel inside
like I am dead
that I have no emotions
needs, or wants instead

I want to go
where nobody can find me
not even my children
just leave me to die.