So many times i want to tell you
so many times i want to just burst out and say it
but i just can't
i just can't be strong and tell you that i love you
i just can't be strong and stand up in front of you and tell you in your face that i love you deep inside
it's a secret i must keep away
it's a secret i must lock away
it's a secret i must hold in
but i feel painful not telling you
i feel sad when am left alone and can't tell you how i feel
i feel sad that am just not ready to tell you
so many times i want to tell you
so many times i had the chance too
but am just not strong
am just not standing up
so every time i believe in myself
i could hold it in
and wait for the perfect moment
or wait for a another few years to past...
so let me hold it in
let me get ready to tell you how i feel when am ready...
