I See The Red

My mind is running through
all thoughs hurtful things you said
If you only knew
What I'm about to do

My hand shakes
as i lift the blade
I look at the cuts
that i have made

My arm trembles
as i make my cut
It starts to sting
as the blood runs down my arm

Now my mind is racing
as i lick the blood
How do i get rid of the evidence
of what i have done

I sit in a dark corner of my room
so i cant see the carvings
This painting on my body of my horrible past
I start to cry

Now i get mad at myself
I wish that i would die
as i break down and cry
Forever in this room i want to lie

Every night I see the red
I'm laying in my bed
Everything you said is going through my head
I'm wishing i was dead

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