Beautiful?

You come so close i take your
hand and i loose myself
again

you'll be so fair you wait for me
right there and I loose myself again

because i want to be beautiful

i look in the mirror who's reflection do I see starring back me

I look in the mirror once I check my reflection twice to make sure every things alright

i was living a lie just holding inside all the pain i couldn't bare
restricted to hide i m loosing mined why aren't you here.

my heart was aching but i could here my spirit saying to hold on to every thing that he said,

catch the girl thats inside bring her out with proud cause your the pearl who's gonna shine keep holding on cause your heart is strong your beautiful.

as I set there thinking is this torcher worth one more day. Just because some stupid sentence one person had to say....

I had to keep holding on to last just one more day so I could right this poem and say what I have to say..... you are beautiful in every single way... your heart is strong keep holding on to any thing worth living there is life at the end there is hope you have to win. even win you feel like giving up. take the chance and live don't give up. think of your family and your friends they do care and you will be missed don't do this to punish yourself or any one else. you are beautiful in every single way keep living your life its worth even just one more day.... saranrap@wmconnect.com