I need you to know

I want you to know that I really do like you,
but i'm tired of trying to find out if you do,
can you tell me right now and here,
so that my mind can once again be clear?

Why do you not say hi to me in public?
does the thought of someone seeing you say hi to me make you sick?
can you answer this,I need to know,
do your true feelings for me even show?

If I asked you out would you go out with me?
this question is out of my own curiosity,
do you enjoy the writing I give you,
like the letter,poems,and comments too?

I'm feeling the pressure of knowing my dream wont come true,
the dream of me eventually being with you,
thats okay,I just have to understand,
that I will never be felt by that gentle soft hand,

I just wish for once,I could hold you in my arms,
keeping you happy,smiling,and out of harm,
I hope you think long and hard about what I said,
and even if it's not true,I will still be your friend,