Flower in the rain

What is the point of living when there is nothing to live for? With every passing moment I hate my life even more, The more i try the harder i cry what is it that the person i love the most looks through me like i am a ghost everyday i think about death when will the day come that i take my last breath if you look in to my soul darkness is all you will see theses nothing left inside of me lord save me help me to bare this pain hold me up while I'm broken down like a flower in the rain