Thats what i think of me

Dizzy and faint
pathetic but kinda sweet
fat and ugly
thats what i think of me

jealous but worried
mean though tough
heart made of marshmallow
soft but rough

dark and blind
deaf but can still hear
smart but stupid
always crying with fear

full of hate
i love none
the world is hell
heaven is done

thoughts fill my head
all that i see
is all of these things
thats what i think of me