Only nineteen
but twenty this october
don't know if I can take this
probably won't be sober
So come on over
we'll talk and then
take a load off
and try to have fun again
Don't tell me you don't want it
we both do, I know it
I can see it in your eyes
as they shine in the light
you broke up with me cause you were filled with fright
almost a year
you got scared
I didn't know
I wasn't thinking the same way
you already know
so yesterday i went
I saw Joann
she helped me out
And I'll be going again
I want to hear what she thinks about us
Before I do something stupid
and for everyone to discuss
I don't mean death
I mean tell you off or something
like go to hell
and get away from me
but that's not my personality
you know that much
My arms are still wide open
and they'll be like that for awhile
Until I can't do this anymore
And I go into denial
