Holding on But only To an End

Been lost in a dream full of wicked clouds.

Searching for a memory withholding all the truth.

I wish you would of never left me out yet You set me back into this pool of pain and torment.

Your eyes they blaze with the fire of pure lies.

One look within I shatter and my soul is starts to cry.

Into the darkness I only have time to look to the past.

My future is a bleak moment of death where nothing ever lasts.

While searching and finding nothing but a tear.

All has perished since you have left me here.

You have abandoned me and have left me to rot.

Now only silence stands with me and is the only thing iv got.

I will never forget what has been lost only within my time of pain.

As i pick up the rusty blade I find my one true gain.

Crushed in this torment I am only forced to slice through this flesh which holds all the hopelessness in life.

Everything you ever dreamed of where the afterlife lives lies within a knife.

So I drive the knife deeper till it sheds the blood I hold.

Forgotten memories beginning to unfold.

All the truth behind lies never bothered to be told.

So As i grow old I am only forced to end this life of grief.

Sending this knife into my heart where I gain all relief.