Caught up in a battle between tears. I fight these emotions which hold memories from the past many years. Reaching to a point of suicidal goals. I open up to everyone where I reveal these depressive rips and holes. The ones left by those who have struck me hard enough to cry. And to make me only wish I could just die. Because I feel the life force being taken away. I only hope ill make through so life wont fade away.
But it is and all is beginning to show its truest self. Nothing in this world could ever help. You psychologists thought you could drug me to peace and bliss. But you only hurt me worse making me want to end all this. I so badly wish to cut through these wrists. I badly want to just say forget it and fall into the Myst. So thinking twice I hope you can help me out. I'm only a minute away before I snap and begin to shout. An escape is nowhere to be found and I am pinned between these tears. The ones I shed everyday from all the pain and fears.
So as I begin to pray in a position for death. I repent all these sins I have shamed so may end my last breath. Because life is an ending for me now and I am unable to take anymore. Goodbye to you all as I shut this lifeless door.
