I'm so sorry you feel that way. Hwever I think you have a god. Your god is yourself. Usually people don't realize that they have elavated themselves or other humans maybe even a thing to a god like level.
~anne~

Thiers really nothing to be sorry about..I just feel that not worshiping in something makes me repect nature as it is.
Im actually happier since I became aethist.
That and it makes more since to me because Im phycic and a medium.
No pun intended.

Who's the one you answer to
Do you listen when he speaks
Or is everything for you
And do you find it hard to sleep
Or is it easy on your own
Will you ever find some peace
Before you're gone

I dont really answer to anyone so I dont hear him speak
I find comfort in nature and in the balance
So I sleep easily and all at peace
Knowing that I am only one thing in this world nothing more nothing less.
I am here for no mission just merly to live and die
My time left is not in a hour glass yet I know Im always one second closer to my death
And I have no fear of death
Simply because I know that my body will decay but my soul will live on
And where it will live on.
Even if it tortures me
It does not scare me.