What do i do/ How can i pick and choose, say, "Sorry, i like her better than you." Ruin a friendship. Ruin a friend. How do i tell either one of you how much you mean to me. How much i care about you. How much i just want to be around you. She's older,
"more experienced", but you're so fun, so innocent and alive.
She's stunning with her thin frame and sensuous eyes, but you're so beautiful with that glorious hair. She's hurt me, broken me before, but i don't want to risk hurting you. I'm at an impasse, forced to act now, to decide where my affections lay before the opportunity vanishes, and yet i must confess that i don't even know for sure if either one of you loves me. I have to be bold, step out, make a move, and that's what terrifies me the most, for it will leave me open and defenseless, ready to be dashed to pieces once again.
