I try so hard to please you
I try so hard to care
But its to hard to let go
Of something thats always been there
I try to write down my feelings
I try to use my words
I even try with writing
But it never seems to work
My feelings are uncontrolable
My shaking is non-stop
I come to you tonight
With love in my heart as proof that I have fought
My apologies, to me seem worthless
To you they may mean the same
But I truly am sorry
That I keep playing this stupied little game
I love you with all my heart
And if i knew it would end up this way
I'd go back in time where I first picked up a blade
And I never would've started no matter what the day
I don't blame you
Or anybody else
I only blame me
And the pity I put on myself
You are a wonderful mother
I could never ask for better
Don't cry because of me
Or because of this letter
Just remember I do try
And even though I have failed
I am still your darling daughter
And with this poem my secret is unveiled
What more can be said that has not already been penned by your poets heart, a well written piece and a nice write. keep up the emotions that some of us are lucky to posses
