STILL

I stand in the stillness,
Hoping she can hear,
My desperate prayers,
And my desperate fear.
I feel nothing now, but everything and
Her.
All that moves now, are the thoughts of
Her.
I f#cked sh#t up, and now I'm stuck
Bleeding, too bad its you I'm still
Needing.
I can't touch her, she is gone and she hates me, I guess its like that,I guess its fate
See.
And still, all these nights I cry,
Hoping and praying, that the pain would die,
But it stayed.
It stayed , and painfully it was laid on my
Heart, where in my mind the memories were
Played, and still are.
And now, all these nights I cry and scream " she hates me " its the only truth I know, the only truth I
Bleed.

She isn't coming.
Anytime now, I won't see her face.
And today, I will think of kissing her.
But I never will.
Because she's gone, and always will be.

So still, I stand here, waiting for nothing,
Hoping nothing will arrive as something,
Knowing nothing is the only something I have,
Knowing she was the only everything I've known,
Knowing now, that I'm finally alone.

So now I know, that after this long,
She doesn't love me. Now I'm sure.
But I doubt she knows,
I still wait
For
Her.