Go ahead

Go ahead and tie me to a chair
make sure the ropes are so tight i lose circulation
yeah, i see how you always glare
it always seems to break my concentration

go ahead and slap me across my face
and leave your hand print upon my cheek
i know you want to put me in my place
and i know how you think im just another freak

go ahead and shove me against the wall
shove me so damn hard i begin to cry
i know how you want to watch as i fall
trust me, i can see it in your eyes

go ahead and leave me on the ground
leave me there covered in dirt
just do me a favor and never come around
all these tears are making my eyes burn

go ahead and do the things i know you want to do
don't even try to sit there and lie
stop acting like you want me to care for you
don't even say if i left that you would cry

go ahead and leave me
see if i ever help you when you need it
see if i care when your heart starts to bleed
ill do what you did to me, walk away with a grin

go ahead and remember all the times i fell
i know you don't want to
that would really put you through hell
but you deserve it, you really do

**this poem may confuse you guys...im sorry....its filled with a lot of anger and pain that a lot of different people put me through....not just one person...**