I cant do it.
I cant do it now
the pains pouring out
like the sweat on my brow
regrets reoccurring
cant erase time
it sicks and its eats
like a mum yes it beats
Emotional torture
insides being twisted.
words drilling through
the skin and the skull
Why do i feel this?
so smart? tell me why!
I hate the way you put me down
and tell me that it's fine
tell me I'm ugly
tell me I'm virtually dead
tell me I'm a mistake
your labor was a dread!
I'm always wrong
state the obvious
i put the d in dumb
again state the obvious
Spill cups of words
spire greed and hate
over my head
as they slowly sink in
i believe you're right
I was a mistake...
I believe, I believe just please go now
dont hit me again
just please go away
dont throw me against the wall
dont hit me on the head
dont stub that out on me!
I'm crying here cant you see I'm in pain
wait...i forgot, you can
Its how you get your kicks.
I can hardly breathe
no more words
no more life
its not a bad thing
ill just clench my fist for the final time
here comes the white light...
