This Will Be Goodbye...

I want to say I'm sorry
But this will be goodbye
I just cant stand to live
When all I do is cry

No longer can I sleep
For this pain is just to real
And its gotten to the point
Where I doubt that I can heal

This might disappoint you
And even make you mad
But what would you do
If you were always sad

Ive tried so hard to stay
And prove that this is wrong
But Ive come to the conclusion
That I'm really not that strong

So now ill end my life
To rid me of this pain
Maybe this time ill get it right
By hitting that deadly vein

I feel that if I don't do this
More pain is what ill face
And all I am going to be
Is just a big disgrace...

..vote if you choose....