My Parents' Mistake

by A Broken Bleeding Soul   Apr 19, 2005


*This poem is dedicated to my mom and dad*

The signs are out there, bright and red
Laid out for you both to see
But you somehow never seem to understand
That little part of me

Dad you know I love you so much
But why do you beat me every night
You cause so much pain to me in everyway
That I can’t sleep until the break of light

Mom you know I love you so much
But why don’t you tell me the same
You tell me your life is so messed up
And that I’m the one to blame

What have I done so wrong
In all these years of my life
How has my life come to be so bad
To the point where I turned to the knife

Mom, Dad… you two are forcing me
To be what I have become
Why don’t you two try to save me
Save me from what my insanity came from

I feel as if I have no parents
It makes no difference if neither of you are there
Everytime I try to turn to you for advice
I’m answered “Life’s not fair”

I can’t believe that I’m left in this world
Without having anyone to turn to
While other children will turn to their parents
It will never cross my mind to turn to either of you

*I really feel as if they're not my parents... how is that possible?*

© Copyright 2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by chelsea

    hey im so sorry i feel the same a lot of the time girl but hold on and stay strong you are a beatiful writer and i love reading your poems..im so sorry

    xoxo
    chels

  • 19 years ago

    by christina

    imm sooo sorry abt wat ur goin thru..... no one should feel that their parents arent theirs.... im sorry abt that but u can change that for urself ....u dont hv to be like that .... ur growin up just make a better life for u when u leave home :| by the way grt poem :D
    always smile
    peaceeeeee

  • 19 years ago

    by ♥•oOo Nikki oOo•♥©

    Anybody Can Be a Parent Sweetheart But Parenthood/Parenting Is Actually Taking Care Of Their Kid With Love Support a House To Live In a Tummy Thats Fed At Least 3 Times a Day...If They Don't Have Those Charaterstics Then They Really Have No Right To Be Called Your Parents Good Poem xoxo-Nikki-xoxo

  • 19 years ago

    by Roanna

    OMGoodness that is so sad...I'm so sry. I was about to cry. no lie...I thought I had it bad..b/c my step dad drinks and hit me... so i turned to the blade also....but i got friends that helped me through it.and if u ever ever want to talk to me..im me at daisy139012 or email me @ daisy139012@yahoo.com.....

  • 19 years ago

    by LuRvEKiTTeN

    hey tine my situation is exactly the same...weird i knw....my dad used to beat my mum wen i was littl n used to sit me dwn and make me watch then he turned to me......then when they split up n i got older my mum has created a new family for herself,kicked me out n doesnt see me.....i am depressed,self harm,drink,attempted suicide so i know what it feels like to think your parents arent really there!!!rwad some of my stuff.....i think you'l connect wit it too......wanna chat email me lurve_kitten@hotmail.com xxxxx
    p.s great poem btw lol....x

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