I wonder

Sometimes I wonder
if this friendship is really meant to be
built to last

I have my doubts
this is true
probably no more than you

Sometimes I wonder if you are
who you say you are
Are you really kind
caring

Will you really always be there?
No matter what?
Will you promise to never lie
or get mad for something stupid?

I need to know if this friendship is true
otherwise I will walk away
Before it is too late

I do not want another broken friendship
but it looks like ours is headed
in that direction

If you do not want me to be
that person you come to
that person you need
then please tell me

I do not want you to use me
or abuse this friendship
I have had enough of that
I do not need it anymore

Tell me if its over
do not let me be the last to know
not with this
something I treasure so

If its over then its over
but make sure you tell me
I may not be able to see
if this is true

You act one way
you think and feel another
I do not know what is a front
and what is true

the real you
is hidden
not for us to see
why dont you come on out and be

I do not want a fake
a phony friend
someone who says one thing to your face
and another behind your back

Just go away
if you do not
I will
Just let me know

Let me know if this frienship is going nowhere
I really do care
but just let me know
and I will walk, right out of your life

A new broken frienship.