I didn't wanna do it,
i didn't wanna fall,
it felt like my head,
was pounding off the wall,
as the words came out,
i started to weep,
i didn't wanna sound shallow,
but i didn't wanna be seriously deep,
i just stood there watching,
he had tears in his eyes,
i just didn't know what to do,
what i wanted to do was to comfort him
with a hug,
and "i have something to tell you",
but thats just not what happened,
so i sat there staring as he shattered to a million tears,
i started to cry because the words came out wrong,
and i threw away all the memories over the years,
it ended up becoming an "i hate you",
when the purpose of it was for me to say it was true,
as i stood there with a stunned look on my face,
he slowly reached the door,
as he grasped the knob,
my heart hit the floor,
all i wanted to do,
was to say those 3 words so kind,
it started out with a movie,
and an "i love you too" hopefully an mind,
