All i want is someone who will

As the tears poor out,
i know I'm always fake,
no one knows how i feel,
or how i always ache,

will someone please find,
the real me inside,
the one who not always kind,
and has problems to hide,

you may think I'm perfect,
that everything is handed to me on a silver platter,
not a care in the world,
but i know, to no one i really matter

it hurts to just sit at home,
I'm so lonely,
and all i can do is moan,
please someone help,

all i want is someone to confide in,
someone who will understand,
that my life is just one big sin,
but will forgive,

someone who will love me,
even though i lied,
someone who will hold me,
when all i do is cry