Why can't you understand that you are literally killing me?
I take in more and more pain with every breath I breathe.
Every tear I shed is just another drop of blood.
That falls to the floor with every little cut.
There is one person who is keeping me alive.
Tall skinny, blonde hair, and blue eyes.
More and more pain just falls right beside
and he is still the one keeping me alive
I love him I say, more and more each day
He revives me and he is my best friend.
I hope to be with him until the end.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ETHAN!! YOU ARE THE ANGEL I HAVE BEEN ASKING FOR FOR SO LONG!!! YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO ME! I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I BREATHE!!!!!!