I hate the way you make me feel
I wish that night was just not real
Before that night I had so much trust in you
How is this something a brother could do
I was sound asleep in a bed a few feet away
How could you let your mind think that way
You had asked me if I was a light sleeper
I said no, that my sleep is always deeper
I don’t know if I wish I would’ve slept through it
Or if I’m glad that I woke up in time to stop it
I remember laying there pretending to be sleeping
Turning over & over praying you’d stop touching
I finally could no longer lay there and take it
I wanted to kick and scream and tell you to stop it
But I was scared at what you would do to me
Since you already broke the trust completely
So I just woke up and went to the bathroom upstairs
I locked myself in and burst into tears
How far would you have gone had I not left
What did I do to deserve this type of theft
Now no one can touch me when I am sleeping
Or I wake up with that same scared feeling
When they made you apologize I was furious
Because all you said is that you were just curious
I hate you and the way you make me feel
That night will never go away, it will always be real
