Hold my breath count to ten
As you scream at me
And push me to the ground
I begin to count again
I glare at you Imagining what i could do
And you spit in my face
With a smirk
Saying you could do anything to me you want to
I lye here silently as you break me over and over again like glass
You tell me to shut up
Don't scream
Or you'd shove me down and kick my ass
Stupid me once tried to run and hide
But you found me
And made me do things I'm not supposed to do
You said that if i said anything to anyone None would believe They would just take your side
You stabbed my heart And left me cold bleeding
Lying here
So ashamed
Silently screaming
But now I'm done with this disgusting pain
Done with feeling so dirty so nasty
I have nothing left in life to gain
The relief is taking me down
I can feel my body go limp
As the bottle slips from my hand
Where later it will be found
Now it's over I'm free from the pain and what it cost
They found the bruises But you covered it all up with the money you had So no one knew what you had done and what i lost
They told my parents that i was just depressed But no one knew the truth
That you killed my body and my soul
That for your own pleasure my body was used
But now it's too late and i am already gone
Though still i am dying for there was no justice found
Now i lye rotting in my coffin
