Can i be any more invisable to u

The walls that surround me are to strong for your eyes to penetrate
but still u waste your time and i don't let u in

you want to know me but your not sure of the little i tell u
u think my life is a happy
but what happens when i walk into my house and shut the door
then it begins

the blame is on me
you did this and that
my family hates me but i still stand strong

you never see me cry cuz i never want u too know that deep down inside my life is like the never ending day that sucks
i hear it from everyone that i know

they always have something to say to me
they never just let me be they never let me hide in my room or be invisible to the world
it's always my fault

never your own and still i get good grades and have little friends
but the sad thing is my family can't even see behind my walls i build
does it mean they don't care even though they say they do

will it ever stop or is it the never ending game u play

well this is my crappy life please comment