It's too late for me

My knife my darling how you make me feel how you let me know my pathetic life is real
how you cut deeper deep within my skin just to hear me scream release my pain within
i watch the blood begin to flow less and less shorter and shorter becomes my breath
i wake up darkness consumes my soul i look at my bloody wrist will i ever again be whole?
i try to stand but i fall back down i feel so weak here on the hard cold ground
then i see it a figure taking me by the hand far far away to another broken land
this figure so cold wearing a coat of black he yanks me forward as i try and look back
suddenly we stop he turns to me and says, here you will stay in the land of the forgotten and used walk closer to the broken and bruised!
he pushed me then disappears i continue to walk but no one is here i walk further to the edge of an endless fall where i look down i see the souls if the broken and all i cant hold myself back i jump and i don't know why
i am falling so fast i cant even here myself cry
i see my past flash before my eyes the good the bad the tears the questions and whys
i begin to wonder did i make the right choice or should i have listened to my better judgments voice? but it is too late too late for me i just pray all the others will see, they can make it they can be strong they can live their life happy and long so i whisper good bye as my soul is taken under i scream but the sound is covered by the never ending pain and thunder

*sorry if this is confusing but i hope you can find the meaning or interpret in your own way. Well thanks for reading! Please vote and comment means lots! Always shattered and broken*