Letters on a page, where a life is drawn and carved
Written out in ink and blood, a life full of pain
And a sadness, that runs deep inside you
As I stare at the words, written over again
Want to hold you next to me, But I don't know how
To insecure, so much fear of pain and rejection
So I stay back, and shadowed, keeping away
As I watch myself sink further into depression
Letters of suicide saying goodbye to the world
Breaks my heart to see you feel so down
Wish I could hold you, touch you, love you, but I'm scared
See a smile, a true one, replace your frown
Letters of hurt gashed deep in my mind
Where they haunt me, forever, all through the night
As I toss and I turn fitful worries about you
So afraid to lose I do not even put up a fight
