Changes

Today, I’ve failed, for that is what I do,
I’ve been failing ever since I met you.
Can’t remember anything about the first day,
Don’t know if I almost died or was sure to stay…

Were you happy when I came?
If things went wrong…was I to blame?
Sometimes I feel that you don’t need me anymore
Maybe I should fade or hide myself inside my broken core…

So many years passed by, so many things we share
And yet to tell the truth you still won’t dare.
Why so many secrets? What do you have to hide?
It’s not hard to talk to me, but you never tried…

But the questions will remain unanswered, so I’ll stop.
I’ll try to forget all the tears that use to drop
When you ignored me, when you left me alone,
When I needed you, but you weren’t home…

I’m sorry if I upset you by saying this,
I just thought you should know that not all was bliss.
I hope that things will change and not repeat,
For I want to feel you every time we meet…