Bobby

Bobby
You were the friend of my dreams
The one who was always there
The one that I could count on
For my every whim and care

Bobby, you were my best friend
But “were”’s the key word
Your gone and dead now
Because you decided to be absurd

You left me all alone you see
And now I have no one
To help me threw this thing called life
To show me happiness or fun

I have my dearest Ashley
And of course Matt my lover
But as I learned today
These bonds are easily severed

It was you who I counted on
To pick me up when I was down
To make me laugh and smile
If I was sad or had a frown

I know I was not there for you
When dearest Tommy died
But I thought you’d want to be alone
To grieve for him and cry

I realize this is my fault
My punishment from above
Now all of you know what happens
To everyone I love

How could you kill yourself
And leave me to deal with your death
Bob, I would give anything
To give you one last breath

I would have helped you threw it
If you had only stayed
And now it’s your friends and family
From who the price will be paid

Goodbye my Bob, I'll remember you
When all is said and done
Bobby you were my best friend
You were my number one

Your memory will live on
In those who knew you well
Because you were a great person
And everyone could tell

I will go threw the motions
I'll lay the flower on you grave
But what to do after
How do I behave?

I grieve for you in my heart
But I know I lost before
When you got that terrible news
That Tom would live no more

Goodbye my friend, goodbye
Enjoy your eternal rest
This is one decision
That wasn’t your all time best

The world’s a cruel place
But crueler without you
Bob, you were my man
So now what do I do?

The roses; they aren’t red
arenathose violets there not blue
But my heart is eternally black
And crying out for you

Were separated for now
Literally two worlds apart
But your death has been an arrow
Going straight threw my heart

Bob, I say it one more time
I wish you Adieu
But know that for eternity
I’ll be thinking and loving you!
~*plz give advice on how 2 deal wit this*~