I lost my best mate logan nearly a year ago you might not belive me but it will get better

lindsay..sweety. im not gonna say it gets better. cuz thats a lie. i know it doesnt. but im here for you, if only you'll let me. i know i cud never fill bob's shoes and i have no intention of it. i cared for bob too. he was awesome. but he wudnt want to see either of us so upset. funerals are a fuss right? haha. but just remember im always here for you. and please dont forget your promise to me
~Ash~

wow~i know how terrible it is to lose someone but i know from this poem that you must have cared about each other and i don't think Bobby would want you to be sad. You should remember him in a happy way, always thinking of those good times!!!

im not sure if that made any sense or that it helped...

I know, and I bet that your right...thanx