No matter how many times I try,
I can never die.
It may be a race,
To the day my suicide takes place.
I soon will be done,
I will take my life with a gun.
With the gun I will pave,
The path to my grave.
And forget about all the decisions I've made,
For my life I would have paid.
*Not finished/comment on what to add and what to take out/ also title suggestions*