I look back on life seeing nothing but pain
Lies and hatred streaming on me like never ending rain
Everybody I love pretends
Then leaves me alone in the end
Tears fill my eyes
When I realize life's lies
Killing myself is a welcoming opportunity
I'm not happy, or overly pretty
I lose everything that I hold dear
As I trudge on year after year
I try not to look back on the pain
If I do it drives me insane
But you were there to hold me tight
To urge me not to give up this fight
Holding my hand when i got tired
Laughing with me when I was wired
Staying up all night like best friends do
That was us, me and you
And to realize I just lost you, my best friend
Is a pain that will never end
But I try to keep a smile
Breaking inside all the while
Maybe this is best for you
But I'm not really sure what to do
I guess this really is the end
Of our closeness, my very best friend
