My Depression

Living a lie
Wanting to die
Alone at night
Starting to cry

Grab the razor
hold it tight
touch to skin
close my eyes

Start to think
Of what you said
Hear it repeating
Over in my head

Is it true
Am i worthless
Can't you see
Whats under the surface

Don't you see
The f*screwed up little girl
Who wants to die
Cause she hates the world

She cries every night
Alone in her room
She slices her arm
Why don't you get a f*friggin clue

Closing her eyes she pretends
That she has more friends
And if they'd come to her funeral
When she was dead

She opens her eyes
A fountain appears
As the fountain flows
Her pain disappears

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*~!~*Brandi*~!~*

*This is my first poem so yea sorry that it sucks* *the last verse isn't mine i just put it in cause i was thinking of it*