Goodbye Bob

Who’s going to pick me up
And catch me when I fall
And when Daddy beats me up
Who am I to call?

You think I can live without you?
Well, hell! Your not too bright
Cuz Bob you should have known
That you were my only light

My light who killed the darkness
And conquered all my fears
Who made me laugh and smile
And wiped away my tears

Bob, you were my friend
You were the one who made me whole
Your horribly untimely death
Has left scars upon my soul

I’ve been threw enough
That’s what you once said
But then you take your razor
And make yourself be dead

I can’t go on without you
I can’t get threw the days
Because it’s your spirit
That is there and always stays

The nights now are horrid
Because I’m crying over you
If I had gone and killed myself
You’d be upset too

You didn’t give us a thought
“us” being your friends
Baby don’t you realize
The message that this sends?

We all are going crazy
And now I’m all alone
I don’t know what to do
So I sit here sad and moan

How can I get over this?
Where do I even start
When all that I can think of
Is the breaking of my heart

God! Bob I miss you
No one understands
That I want to take my fate
Into my own hands

Maybe just a slash or two
To cover up this pain
No one will ever notice
They’ll think im fine again

And then maybe Bob just maybe
One day I’ll go too deep
And my life will pour out
As my blood begins to seep

My carpet now stained red
From that one small slash
This never would have happened
If you hadn’t been so rash

You’re the one who could have saved me
But, ironically your not here
Don’t you see oh Bob!
You killed us both my dear

The room is turning hazy
My spirt starts to rise
I look down at my body
And watch it as it dies

Bob I will be joining you
We’ll be together soon
I listen really closely now
And I can hear deaths tune
~*plz give advice of u have ne*~