Sigh. I know what this is about. Is it guilty to still wish it had been me, not him?

i don't know. i still wish i could've done something. been in his place. been there at all. known what had happened earlier. known him when it had happened. i just wish i coulda done anything.

He was so young. I would have stepped in and taken his place any day. I guess we can't change the past, just improve his future. I wish he would have told someone before... well, before he started thinking so pessimistic, before he started SI. I wish we could have done something, too.