I stopped for so long
I thought I had it beat
Just when I thought I was healed
It happened again
I promised so many people I wouldn’t
But this time I couldn’t stop the urge
I got the knife and cut deep
It was the only way I knew how to stop the pain
Once again I had to hid it
I couldn’t let anyone know I had let them down
No matter how hard I try
Or how long I go without doing it
Sooner or later the urge gets to strong
And it happens again
I will never be fully healed
