Foolish

I am laying here drowning
Drowning myself in my tears
I crying because I'm a coward
A coward of my own fears.

I'm thinking that you'll leave me
Leave me for someone better
Someone more beautiful and sweet
Leaving me with a pain in my heart forever.

I'm beginning to get 2nd thoughts
For you're beginning to show the signs
You're quiet when we talk
Getting me thinking if it's her thats on your mind.

You stopped telling me you love me
Stopped showing me you care
Beginning to think I'm just an obligation
Now this thought I cannot bare.

I don't want to be the 1 you want when you want
don't want to be the 1 waiting
don't want to be the 1 suffering
Suffering because your love is fading.

I want to be the one you run to
Want to be the one you need
Want to be your all your everything
i want to be the air you breathe.

Now I am sobbing for I know now what to do
Got to get rid of this boy
got to get away
tired of being a toy.

So when I gather all my strength to tell you
It's when I approach you I lose it
It's then when I realize
I can't do it...

So I'm Struck here drowning
Thinking how you do this?
Drowning myself for you
that's just it...I'm foolish