To much pain

He stood there with tears running down his face
He was in pain, too much pain to handle with
He didn’t know how to deal with it
But he knew there was a way out
Just finding that way he couldn't
He couldn't understand why it was not there
He knew it had been there for so many years
He was hurting, he was angry
Not knowing where it was
It used to be his fathers
It was the last thing his father touched
Before he left his side
He had to have it
He didn’t want to end it with out it beside his side
He wanted to be with his father
This was his only wish
He knew he had to do it
To be with his father
He searched for it everywhere
Months went on
He was in so much pain
He couldn’t take it anymore
Till that day he found it
Underneath the house
It was all wrapped up in a brown paper bag
He opened it to find it
He went to the place where his father went
He stood there, said his last goodbyes
He pointed it to his head
The tears were flowing down his scared face
But he knew he had to do it
He wanted to be with his father so much
He closed his eyes
Pulled the trigger
He was gone within seconds
He was now with his father
His wishes had come true
To be with his father that left him a month ago.