No Denying it--Devoted to you

I'll just close my eyes and
pretend that I'm not here
and you're not there
but when they open
I see you're everywhere
I'm losing myself
beyond mind, beyond thought, beyond help
I long to die
If I can't have you
it's the stars I will defy
cross us chain us together yet far apart
I cant go on like this, you see
I'm slowly falling apart
I'm gonna fight it
and I'm hoping to see
your precious face at the end
There's more tears in this ancient heart
words can no longer mend
Come to me I can run no more
there's so much this soul can endure
Keep me breathing
I'm devoted to you
So tell me
after all this
will you shun me?
or love me too?