Is it too late?

The question runs over again in my head
It just won't go away like a nightmare that returns everytime I close my eyes
What if i never turned away?
That night you looked at me and told me you loved me
My breathe was stolen from me
I felt as if a strong gust of wind had turned my life around and upside-down
I didn't want to do it but I did I couldn't stop my thoughts
All of the sudden I wasn't sure I was ready
and I didn't know if you were the one
I lied and said I didn't love you
I could tell you were hurt as I turned my back to you
I could feel your eyes on me as I walked away
Tears stinging in the corners of my own
After that, there was no more
I never saw you again
And with all the happiness we shared still keeping me awake nights
with your friendly laughter in my ears, your kind and loving smile is all I can see now
I am ready to say I'm sorry and I do love you
to late