Wathing stars without you my heart cries.
Because being without you with not even a silent whisper is hard for this young soul to take.
Standing athousand trials to be with you for not so much heavenly time is an aching storm coming my way.
Touching me deep then letting me go was a gift not so lasting .
Kissing you was leaping through wind with little breathe being barely alive.
Not resting with your sweet kindness and gentle softness.
Not catching you even looking anymore, my feet fail.
Being scared of ever letting you go so fully would tear me like fire's ashes.
Fore even now your smile is of god's angel's wings.
Swimming down in me and leaving to gasp for air was your journey cut so short.
Surrounded with pure hate for you, though craving for just a piece of you, your hand when i'm afraid, a flavour from your lips.
True is how i felt for you,
False is how you took to me.
Our bodies no longer as one in the green grass.
Our palms tired from fitting together.
Having to see you each day my arms feel weak, like the sun losing it's light.
Flow fast from me for someone else to catch you to fall into their arms and make them weak.
For i am left a victim of your sinful passion.
I can't dream of you anymore, this is a neverending road that must finish.
My widespread angelic self no longer can hold you in this tiny place.
For if i can't kiss you, i can't love you.
I'll think of you a little each day until i've learnt to forget you.
A forever darkness is how we are looked upon like an ugly fairytale turned into a nightmare.
Believing in you like a tiny child
you found me so fresh
like an untouched flower.
As pure as white then painted me red for love then a blackened smudge with horrid emotions.
But towering mountains nor the miles of sea could bar me from kissing you again.
Even to watch a starry night with you would place me in perfect bliss.
Forever knowing your voice, your dreams and plans for eternity to come are mine to keep.
Embarrassing love to blind for you to see, brushed away, but never forgotten.
