One night I was alone, sitting in my bed, thinking about all the memories and I kept thinking how can they be dead. I don’t get how we ended or how we feel apart, the only thing I remember is how you broke my heart
I kept wishing you would come back to me and be the way you used to be, so much for wishing, you would never change, I was always the one to blame, what about you? You f*cked me over too
Every time I see you it makes my stomach twist and turn, I feel this miserable ache all over my body, I can almost feel my soul burn, I don’t know how to act like its ok, to pretend we were nothing and expect this pain will just go away…
I lay in my bed wondering why she’s with you instead of me, what does this girl have that I apparently can’t see? What does she give you that I never could? I thought you’d come back to me by now, at least I was hoping you would
Maybe I tried to hard to be your perfect girl, to be something in your everything, to be a fraction of your world, I don’t know how to get you to love me again, to realize that I was once your best friend, I just wish that “us†wouldn’t have to end.
I feel almost hopeless, empty as the sky, I wish there was a way past this…I wish I could find a reason to stay alive. What do I have left but my guilt filled heart? I am nothing now but a girl who’s torn apart…
