Ebony skies

Gazing in the ebony sky, the stars still spell out your name..
bringing back the painful memory of a love that would never be the same..
it hurt to breathe, those tears that would forever continue to fall..
without you i didn't want to live so i always gave it my all..
so much more to my love than just the words that i would say..
a feeling possessed within me growing stronger everyday..
i knew i had no other choice but to prove my every promise true..
so i pushed the pain aside and gave my everything and more to you..
and it hurt like hell but i saw heaven in your eyes
a heart in love so true, covered in betrayal and lies..
i just wanted your love, just wanted back everything that we had..
waking up from the dreams of us together always made me so sad..
to sleep seemed my only solace, me with you was never real..
it hurt to be awake because i knew that in this love my heart could never heal..
and it is until this day i still won't allow myself to understand..
see you kept pushing me away and i still held out my hand..
it hurt so bad and i always pretended i was fine..
even convinced myself that all you needed was a little time..
but i never made you love me and i know now i never could
and tonight it is no different, we're not together as we should
i always find that in the sky the miles never seem too far..
because the stars remind me that in my heart is where you are..
but I'll never need you back, I'll just simply close my eyes..
and find that love of ours up in the ebony skies.