Shadows

Shadows in my mind, from the words I cannot say
I don't think that you love me, so I cut myself again
Mixed emotions in the things I read, too insecure
Drowning in myself, drenched in all my pain

Sound so selfish when I say it, But I really need your help
Just when I open my mouth to say, the words stay there
So I slash away again, no one notices in the dark
I wish that I could believe people cared

Hack and cut, Hack and cut, my only way to cope
Snort my crack, no one sees this is my life
Take my pills to keep me happy, make me smile
When they wear off grab my knife